setelah setahun dia hilang

Assalamualaikum

hari ni boleh dikatakan agak bermakna lah jugak pada diri ni
sebab seorang rakan yang boleh dikatakan agak lama lah jugak (setahun lama tak...kalau convert hari banyak ratus jugak..kalau convert jam...haaa hangpa kira sniri)
kawan i ni tiba2 muncul and tegur dalam facebook
dalam hati tak tahu nak rasa suka ke?marah ke? or terkejut ke? tp lebih kepada syukur..he's finally munculkan diri setelah setahun menghilang..masa dia senyap or dalam istilah aku..dia lari masuk dalam gua dia..dia telah membuat aku rasa sangat bersalah pada diri sndiri ..
ye lah..aku salah cakap ke..aku salah tulis ke..but mmg rasa seronok dia dh muncul
tapi...apa perlu aku buat..
adakah aku kna buat tak tahu..anggap je kemunculan dia tu sebagai gimik untuk mintak kesian
or
maaf kan and berkawan seikhlas seperti mana aku berkawan dengan orang lain..

i prefer yang kedua

sbb abah ada cakap...berkawan dengan orang ni..ibarat long term investment...jadi berbuat baik pada orang..biaq orang buat kita...jangan kita buat orang

see u soon encik

:: WAJAH KESAYANGAN HAMBA::

zaim zaki masuk ward...kecik2 dah ade lelah..tapi nampak macam patah kaki

muke masam sebab dak keecik ni berat senyum...lambat panas orang tua2 cakap

happy Eid Mubarak

Salam...

sekejap sangat sebulan puasa...tak terasa..
blk kampung pun sekejap jugak..
ok
first of all...selamat hari raya to all ..happy eid mubarak..

cuti syawal ni..alhamdulillah macam biasa masih dapat beraya dengan mak abah..
but sad news is ..abah tak sihat..he just resting at home..
the good news is ..mak beli kereta baru..since abah sakit..so she must learn how to drive her new car to the office..

me: as usual..do visit my frens' houses and this year we can see that im the one who gave the duit raya..not COLLECTING..
instead..some of my frens dah pun join group wanita berkahwin dan berkerjaya..so..im looking forward to join the group also..but..please i need someone to be marry with..

adik: dah maju..i think he have a girlfren..bila dah besar ni..adik dah reti sikit la kata orang kedah..since he is the one and only kumbang in our siblings..so every wishes that come out from his mouth must be granted immediately..to najib..be wise while using your money..jangan boros sgt..

aqlan..this year is such a miracle..he start schooling and start fasting...ussually the kids around his age will having problem to bangun sahur or finish fasting the whole day..but i dont know what makes him eager to fasting direct the whole month..salute to u la bro..nnt mak ngah kasik duit raye.."besar punye"


zaim zacky: he is younger brother of aqlan..1 and half year-old..just got his kaki..so a bit weng weng when he start walking like a walking machine..celik mata je terus berdiri and marching around the house..and sometimes..ade gak babak babak yang tak ingin kita lihat..when he bumps into things..or the worst part is..bump into DOOR...that makes his forehead turn into rainbow colour..

sis: busy further her study..that's a good spirit to further her study..even have a lot of commitment towards..school..husband..childrens..study..and also family..she is a good sister..( i'm not bodek you..okay)
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frens: progressing in my life since january till now..MALE fren that came into my list that i want to be "fren" with baru dua orang..still waiting for the any positive progressing..thanks ALLAH for every single helps that YOU granted to us

to my family.i do love you guys TOO MUCH

TRANSFER? should i...or sould not

3rd Sept 2009
venue: bilik guru (before mule klas)
time: 12.21 p.m

1st September 2009 dah kuar permohonan untuk perpindahan antara negeri..tapi i am in a lil bit of dillema wether to apply for the transfer or not.

i do need it badly to get out from this JOHORE and i want to be transfered to SELANGOR..but..if only i was a niece of Minister of Education then i will confirmly get the transfer..(sigh)

Allah do help me to made up my mind...

HELP me GUYS!

another quater of lovely 2009

with the name of Allah

salam everybody

1st of september
location: bilik guru
time: 4.09 p.m (finished classes oredi meh!)

today is the first day of school after second mid year break
for the first in the 8 month period i went back home to kedah.
i do miss abah,mak and my room..

in the mean time what can i say about myself is i do have some changes in MY LIFE

more smooth..more sabar..more polite..(after do the attitude adjusment caunseling)

the good news is i'm more sensitive..

alhamdulillah.thank you Allah..

i do have one male friend. after knowing him for a short time i can consider that he is also have

problems just like me..i mean the OLD MARYAM

but i really dont know how to tell him in very proper way that changing or improving himsels

isn't bad enough ..instead giving him the new strenght and the new spirit to him to proceed his

life to the better ones..

so to whom it may concern: (esp MR. HMKReez)

let's time healing you.. time never leave you behind..its all in your mind to decide..THINK WISELY FREN!

salam

the latest me with the new dresscode to school

well of course we heard a lot of news about the increasing case involving H1N1 influenza A...and acute respiritory syndrome that can cause death!

so as a precautions i also follow the goverment advice to take some precautions action to prevent the increasing of this case..

so frens..please help us to help others...

do wear face mask...please!

:: A long break for Eid Mubarak ::

writting mode : on

back on track...today is the relief day i think..and i can make it more than 2 entry post for today..should be reward for the noble prize on the-most-non-stop-writer-for-the-dummy-blog..hahahah...joking..while listening to Gavin De Graw -Chariot..."lalalallalalala gave me your strength"...

ok..the magic of syawal this year is i got only one kad raya...thats really great than nothing kan? thank you Aina Emir...my inspiration..where..she's the one get me involved in writting field..be a writer..and explore the world...

writting mode : off